Truth and Lies

Oh god, please don't look at me like that
Not with those judging eyes
Oh god, help me stop the voices
The screams of hatred
They ache my healing heart
Oh god please help me
I am so scared
I wish I knew what to do
The voices won't stop
They are so contradicting
One minute they will soothe me
Next they will send me into a whirlwind
I'm so scared
Oh god, please grant me strength
I don't want to keep crying
Damn the tears won't stop
I'm nearly drowning in my own flood
God, please make this all stop
Reaching out my fragile hands I beg thee
Make the scary voices stop
Keep those unwanted eyes off of me
Just for a moment,
Even for a second
So I can have peace.