Just In Case

in case you were wondering
i use to smile and laugh
with all of my heart and soul
now my old self has retired
and this new being of i came in
just like a huricane
she tore through me and was born

and in case you were wondering
my beauty and laugh was everything
to me and me alone
my happiness made me smile
than she came
that fucking huricane

the aftermath had me lying alone
i use to be so unbreakable
now it looks like i could
sometime soon
i wish the relief would come
to help clean up this disaster
you may not see it
but its deep within

in case you were wondering
i simply wish to feel alive
new again and refreashed
will you come and save me?
and help defend me al my life
cause if you don't
no one will save me

in case you were wondering
i hope that my emotions scare you
because i want to see
who will come and love thee

in case you were wondering
forever will never be enough for me
eternally i will wish for this
my heart with pump unusual secretions
because this time i am playing for keeps

Follow me into the sea
So that the huricane wont come
To drown in this new thing
so that she won't hurt me again
and we can stay together eternally